Monday, October 10, 2011

School sucks. Or rather, I suck at school. I took all Pre-AP (advanced) classes plus band so my high school life is very stressful. My report card for the first six weeks was mostly B's, one A, and one C. The worst report card of my life!! I've never gotten a C on my report card! Not as far as I can remember at least... I can't keep up with all these band rehearsals and homework/projects. I need to work harder and try to raise my grades. But it's so hard! I've never been this stressed before :(

I don't know... I can only try to make up all the missing work and zeroes... And I definitely need to do extra credit and get lots of sleep. But I haven't even played off the music for band. I suck so much and I've been practicing and with all this work... I really don't want to drop Pre-AP. I really don't want to go to regular classes, I wouldn't be able to stand all those stupid people. I've already have people that act stupid in my Pre-AP classes, if I was stuck with even stupider people, it would be like hell. :(((( I'm really unhappy right now. I hate school. I wish I could just grow up already and be an adult. Or die but that would be stupid because there are other people in the world who are suffering way more than me and I'm only a little stressed from school and that's the lamest reason for wanting to die. I'm such a wimp :(((

Okay, stressed out rant over. Back to work... *glances at bad grades and pile of work* ..Ugh I'm not getting my 8 hours of sleep tonight...

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