School sucks. Or rather, I suck at school. I took all Pre-AP (advanced) classes plus band so my high school life is very stressful. My report card for the first six weeks was mostly B's, one A, and one C. The worst report card of my life!! I've never gotten a C on my report card! Not as far as I can remember at least... I can't keep up with all these band rehearsals and homework/projects. I need to work harder and try to raise my grades. But it's so hard! I've never been this stressed before :(

I don't know... I can only try to make up all the missing work and zeroes... And I definitely need to do extra credit and get lots of sleep. But I haven't even played off the music for band. I suck so much and I've been practicing and with all this work... I really don't want to drop Pre-AP. I really don't want to go to regular classes, I wouldn't be able to stand all those stupid people. I've already have people that act stupid in my Pre-AP classes, if I was stuck with even stupider people, it would be like hell. :(((( I'm really unhappy right now. I hate school. I wish I could just grow up already and be an adult. Or die but that would be stupid because there are other people in the world who are suffering way more than me and I'm only a little stressed from school and that's the lamest reason for wanting to die. I'm such a wimp :(((

Okay, stressed out rant over. Back to work... *glances at bad grades and pile of work* ..Ugh I'm not getting my 8 hours of sleep tonight...

Kay, first day of school was three weeks ago. I'm taking this class called Journalism for this year and my teacher wants us to have a journal or blog to write in everyday. It'd be easier for me to do a blog rather than a journal because I make more mistakes with writing manually than typing. It's faster too. Whenever I write on paper I always think my handwriting looks ugly that I erase it and rewrite it. I ask my parents how they write so pretty and they tell me to just practice and it'll get better over time. Maybe I should have done a journal? I guess I could write the stuff not included here in a journal. It'll be a lot shorter than the blog though :P I probably won't spend too much time on it.

Marching band is such a pain but I still love it. I just hate how it takes all my free time. We have practice after school on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays. Fridays are game days where we play at a football game so the only free day I have is Tuesday. I hope they don't take my weekends too TT.TT

I need to practice my flute at home more too. I didn't practice at all Sunday and Saturday because we had to go to people's house to celebrate Eid. Luckily Monday's a holiday. However that means we have practice after school on Tuesday. x( Noooooo

I'll post more later because I have other homework to do :P Zehra, I miss you! Let's email again! :D

Going to bed! (first post)

Bah, I have to go to bed early because I have to be at school at 5:15 to go to this place and play my flute and go home right away. :P I'll post more tomorrow!